I’m so fucking tired of being the naive stupid one out of my friends. Everyone thinks I’m so goddamn innocent and I hate it. My boyfriend and best friend can go out and drink smoke whatever the hell they want. But unfortunatly they are intent on keeping me all perfect. What they don’t know is that it actually puts me down and makes me hate myself, especially because they like to tell me how much fun they had afterwards. Then when they fuck up they come running to me but when I say things like “well if you weren’t drunk then you wouldn’t have cheated on your boyfriend” and they tell me I don’t understand and that I’ll never understand.
Fuck my life